I do not want to get all touchy feely about it, especially because me and sara really aren't that way. I mean don't get me wrong, we hug and say we miss each other and love each other but we are the type to get too sappy or emotional together.
Some nights I get in my feelings, and wish I had grown up with that tv show style "best friend". You know, the one that isn't your family but is at your house all the time. The one you knew since pre-k and it is always some magical friendship full of sleepovers and late nights.
The truth is, I have absolutely no reason to "wish" for that! I had it! Not in the fake sitcom kind of way, but the real way! Except my best friend, is my family and rarely ever in my home. This doesn't change the value of the relationship in any way at all.
We have had countless sleepovers at our aunts, christmases, thanksgivings and birthdays spent together. But it wasn't until high school that we really really became friends. At least that is how i feel. We were always cousins, but we became good friends.
We spent a lot of time together, laughing and being silly and supportive of everything. We started calling each other and texting all the time. We became roommates, and then stopped being roommates. I moved home and she stayed. This transition was particularly hard.
But even when we don't talk, nothing ever changes between us. We always click instantly as if no time has passed, and I think that is truly solidifies our friendship. We have both had our share of ups and downs, I have been her shoulder and she has been mine!
even though i rarely say it, she is without a doubt my best friend!
- see ya! ◡̈
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